I'm in need of someone to talk to about marriage, kids, difficult husbands, and confused thoughts.  I have a lot on my shoulders and venting would do me a whirl of good.  Hopefully to someone with similiar problems.  Anyone willing to chat with me, let me know.  I would really appreciate it.  I feel I can't talk to my husband anymore so maybe with a good friend would be better for now.

If you need some honest to god advice, I think you should let him go for good.  My mother went through this for years with my father.  Same thing battling it out for years.  He would come back when the other woman and him where fighting or on "hiatus".  It ruined my mother.  I would hate to see that happen to you.  She won't date because she's afraid of redoing the same scenerio over again.  It's really upsetting.  She got caught in his foolishness and I believe she is paying the price for it more than my dad.  Don't go back and forth.  It was mentally draining for my mom.  I know she regrets it everyday.  She could have a great man by now, because she is a great lady.  Please don't degrade yourself like that.  No one deserves that.  Good luck.