I am married with two small children, 4 and 3 years old. I am a sahm who is bored out of her mind most days. I live the typical life of a housewife. My husband is loving, kind, a good provider, husband and father. Before I got married I felt sexy, insatiable, desireable and alive. I no longer feel that way!
Yesterday my highschool sweetheart with whom I first lost my virginity to and fell madly in love emailed me thru Facebook. I will not lie he has been on my mind the last three weeks because our 20 year high school reunion is this year and then he emails me. Here is what he said and I need some serious advice please!
Hey you....wasn't quite sure how you would receive a message from me. It's been a while now...I still remember our last conversation as I was driving down Madison Ave I think...at any rate...it looks like things are going well for you and I hope you are happy because you deserve nothing less. I'm glad to see you have some rug rats running around...kids have been by far the best thing to ever happen to me. No matter how bad things seem sometimes they pale when I see them and realize I would give anything to make sure they are happy and are not exposed to the things that have made all adults jaded in some way or another.
I would love to send you a friend request, but I'm afraid that would go over like a turd in a punch bowl if ____ever saw it. This is never the way I saw things going on my side in terms of a relationship, but it is what it is I guess. Things have been pretty bad between us for the last 3-4 years, but I've stuck it out for the kids. I'm not telling you this for any other reason other than I wish we still had some sort of involvement or communication because I think despite everything else or what relationships we were in we always talked. Maybe some day....at any rate I hope all is well in your world and I feel better for me that I did send you a quick note just to check in.
This really has me reeling now and I want to know why in the world after all this time would he send this now?!? I haven't been able to stop thinking about him since. Help!!!