several weeks ago my husband told me he was attracted to a girl at work and had been for several months. Over the following days, more came out to he had a brief affair several months ago with her, but wasn't right now. Then the story continued that he was going back out on the road, truck driving, hopefully to get his head sraightened out. He knew he wasn't living for the Lord any more, but since he has cheated before in our marriage, he thinks he will never be the right kind of husband, so he won't plan on ever coming back to me anyway.  So - his words, not mine - he will stay with this girl because she is as pathetic as he is.  But he claims he hope that my praying and standing for our marriage really works.  He spent 4 nights with her and came back here - I guess to give me my 4 (there were 8 nights total before he leaves on the truck). When I figured out that he had been with her (he had told me he needed some space and was staying with Dan from work) - I told him to finish out his time at her house, because I wasn't interested in sharing.  What do I do here??  I must be a fool, but I have spent more than half my life with this man and when he is following God, it is wonderful and he is a powerful witness.  But he is off the deep end right now. Our kids are 29, 26 and 24 and we have 8 grandchildren.  He risks losing it all because our kids are hurt and mad.  I am numb and don't know what to do.  How do I fight this???