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HI,
Over christmas I had a mental brake down ( I'm still seeing my doctor) and I went completly off the rails This was after I was offically in recovery from anorexica. In a fit of temper I told my husband that I didn't love him and he moved out.
He stayed with his mother for about 3 months but he has returned and all was great untill 3 weeks ago, he is hurting and he says he keeps reliving this one night while we were apart that I had a male friend of mine in our house and I told my husband that I was going to bed early so don't pop in the only reason why i did this was because The male friend was a farily new one and he was coming around to have a look at the first few chaptors of the book I'm writing as he is also a writer. Now nothing intermate happened and nothing was on the agenda but my husband did come to the house and I sent the male friend into the kitchen as in my warped mind i thought it would save an arguement which of cause it didn't as he walked straight into the kichen as he saw him!!
Also I had taken our wedding photos down that day due to it was too painfull to have them hung up.
I really do understand how dodgey this sounds but I love my husband more than anything eles in the world and I really want to get our mariage back on track but I don't know what to do as he wont touch me barly talks to me is always out and deliberatly works late as to avoid me. I know hes hurting and please help me ease his pain and regain his trust and love.
Please help me.