I am still in love with my husband who has cheated on me through my whole marriage. We have three kids and been married for 14 years.  I found out the first time after my first child was born.  Th second after my second child was born.   I was cautious with the third so I thought.  I just found out he did it again.  But not only after the third but through out our whole marriage.  He even tried to kill himself when I found out.  He now wants to try to save the marriage.  He wants to do counseling.  He says he will do what it takes.  I don't really believe he will make it.  Our family of course wants us to try.  My friends says to leave him.  I still love him but I don't know if I can do it.  My living situation at this moment makes it hard for me to just move.  I just started a new business and I don't have any money to live on.  I guess I would like outside advice on what I should or shouldn't do.