This article was written by guest author Petra Blank who used MarriageHelper’s resources to help save her marriage.

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In 2011, I was hit by a truck…

Not literally, but rather figuratively through finding out that my husband had began an affair with a coworker.

This was a major wake up call for me. Although I could have left, I decided to stand for my marriage. It was the most difficult and painful four years I’ve ever gone through. Yet, it was also the most rewarding. It took me on a quest to learn as much as I could on how to save my marriage.

I stood for my marriage for four years. Was it hard? Yes. Was it worth it? Yes.

You see, it’s fairly easy to be a good spouse when things are going well. It’s when you’re going walking through hell and fighting daily for your marriage that you can see what you are really made of.

When your marriage experiences crisis, you can choose how you respond.

How Are You Going to Respond?

Are you going to respond out of your emotions to your spouse’s hurtful actions? Or are you going to take the time to think about your options and then make a better decision? If you find yourself wanting to repay your spouse for their hurtful actions, keep in mind that people’s actions are a direct reflection of how they feel about themselves.

What I have found to be one of the biggest obstacles to stay on track with was dealing with the emotional pain–to keep going even when the situation looked hopeless. Interestingly, I was able to find helpful tidbits here and there. I have learned quite a bit on this subject over the last four years.

Below is a summary of what I have gathered over those years. I have not come up with any of these suggestions alone, rather I have collected information from valuable sources.

How to Deal with the Pain

The underlying premise of most of these tactics is the concept of taking a different approach in your thought life. Often all that is needed is a different perspective. Keep in mind, what works for one person might not work for another–we are all very different.

I strongly recommend getting a good coach! A good coach will be able to help and guide you in making sound decisions as you move forward. Be really careful though to find one that sees your marriage as the patient and not the individual person’s happiness.

In extreme cases, the emotional pain might be too strong, causing you to feel like you can’t go on and you might consider hurting yourself, your spouse, or their affair partner (if there is one). If you feel this way, please get professional help immediately. (If you feel this, please contact the Suicide Prevention Hotline at 1 (800) 273-8255)

Sometimes, all you might be able to do is throw yourself a pity party. Accept these moments, be gentle with yourself, but don’t stay there. A friend once told me, “If you’re going through hell, keep on walking”.

In order to get out of this painful situation, you will have to take action.

For Immediate Relief:

  • Practice belly breathing
    If you are not yet familiar with this method, lie down on a flat surface, put your hands right underneath your ribcage, and breathe in a way that will only lift your hands. Once you know what it feels like, you can do this anytime, anywhere. This kind of breathing is sending a message to your brain to calm down.
  • Find a safe place to vent
    Be really careful to only do this with people you can trust 100%, preferably a professional. You don’t want to poison the well about your marriage with friends and family.                                   
  • Yell from the top of your lungs as long and as loud as you can
    Of course, do this in privacy. Maybe even into a pillow! You don’t want to scare your children, pets, or have your neighbors call the police. It can be helpful to get your emotions out instead of keeping them in.
  • Let the tears flow
    Crying will help your body to get rid of stress.
  • Physical movement
    Stomp your feet, go for a rigorous walk, or workout.
  • Write
    Write down your anger, resentment, and/or hurt. Do NOT give it to your spouse though! You may even want to destroy it afterward.
  • Express yourself artistically
    Dance and/or sing your heart out. Do something creative or artistic.

Once you feel a little bit calmer and stronger, try these things:

  • Smile
    Smiling will actually help you feel better. There is always something to be thankful for, even in the midst of pain and sorrow. Think of what you’re thankful for and the smile will likely appear on its own.
  • Be patient
    Your marriage did not get into trouble over night; therefore, you are not going to get out of it over night either. Patience is key.
  • Plan things you enjoy doing
    I vividly remember at the beginning of my husband’s affair when I was disinvited from joining him on a business trip to Hawaii. Shortly before he left, I found out by accident that he was taking his mistress instead. After the initial shock wore off, I decided to have a good time on my own and planned something nice for myself for every single day he was gone.
  • Look at your situation as a challenge you take on
    I believe that situations will only present themselves as a problem to us if we have lessons to learn and room to grow. Otherwise, we would not perceive them as problems. Therefore, every difficult situation presents this opportunity. There are even people who say, “you either win or you learn”. My perspective is that when you learn the lesson, you are going to win no matter what the outcome.
  • You are responsible for your day
    Don’t be a victim. Other people can only ruin your day if you give them the power to do so.
  • Set an intention for the day first thing in the morning/review in the evening.
    Every day when you wake up, put aside a few minutes to think about what you would like your day to look like. Set an intention! You have a lot more influence on what your day is going to look like than you might think. My intention is always the same, to try and look through everything that presents itself to me through the eyes of love. What is going to be your intention? Maybe it’s going to be to stay calm and collected, no matter what life or your obstinate spouse throws at you? Then, review in the evening on how you did. Some days will be better than others. If you didn’t live up to your expectations, be gentle and forgiving with yourself, and get back up in the saddle again the next day. Every day is a new opportunity!
  • Accept that you are going to feel uncomfortable
    Embrace it. If you feel okay in the situation you are in, you most likely would not feel the need to do anything about it.
  • Put a good support system into place
    Work with a coach, find people in similar situations, surround yourself with people who support you as much as possible, and stay away from people who undermine your efforts or pull you down. Consider joining Marriage Helper’s private Facebook group for people standing for their marriage.
  • Be there for other people
    Helping other people will help you to feel better. There is only one caveat in doing this–you have to do it with pure intentions. If you help somebody with the only intent to feel better or you do it grudgingly, it’s not going to work.
  • Be gentle and forgiving
    …With everybody involved, including yourself. Forgive as soon as you can. This does not mean that you are okay with what your spouse did to you. Forgiveness is vital. As long as you cannot forgive, you are only hurting yourself. Maybe you have already heard the saying, “Not forgiving is like drinking poison and hoping for the other person to die”.
  • Work on your PIES
    Work towards becoming the best you P(hysically), I(ntelectually), E(motionally) and S(piritually). Work on being the best person you can possibly be every single day; not only because you want to save your marriage, but do it for yourself. That way, your spouse’s reaction to your changes (or lack thereof) won’t deter you. It will instead give you the strength to persevere.
  • Be grateful
    Be on the lookout for all the things you are grateful for, even in your spouse, and the situation in general. Write them down daily. It is not possible to feel grateful and unhappy at the same time.
  • Visualize your future
    In detail, visualize what you want your future to look like. Write it down and look at it often.
  • Write a personal mission statement
    What kind of person do you want to be? What are your goals? Read your mission statement often. And then… write a marriage mission statement!
  • Pray
    If you are not a praying person, consider a time of meditation.
  • Practice mindfulness
    I cannot stress enough how helpful this concept is! Be in the present moment, the here and now. Do not think about the past or worry about the future; but instead, be in the here and now only. When you manage to do that, you will find that with very few exceptions each and every moment is absolutely perfect in itself. The only person keeping us from experiencing the world this way is ourselves!
  • Know you WILL feel better again
    Remember, feelings are forever changing. You will feel better again.
  • A thought is just a thought
    Our thoughts can only hurt us if we believe them. Often a little change in perspective is all that is needed to look at a situation differently. Our thoughts lead to our feelings. This is a very interesting concept I have heard. It is actually quite simple. If our thoughts are mainly positive, we will feel good. Unfortunately, the same is true the other way around. When we learn to guide our thoughts towards the positive, our feelings will follow.
  • Find humor in the situation
    Often we find ourselves in situations where we have a choice to either cry or laugh. Choose to laugh…just not in your spouse’s face. I was really surprised by how often I could laugh about what was going on around me. If it hadn’t been so sad at the same time, it would have made for a great soap opera. And on that note, don’t take yourself too seriously either.
  • Take a few steps back and look
    Look at what’s occurring as if it were on TV, or on a movie screen, and you are just a spectator. This came very easy to me because I felt as if I had woken up in the wrong movie anyway.
  • Get enough sleep
    If you have trouble sleeping, write down the thoughts that are keeping you awake, then put it aside, and try to get those important hours of snooze again.
  • Have a regular workout routine
    I found yoga to be particularly helpful in feeling calmer, stronger, and more grounded.
  • Your spouse CAN change their mind
    Here is a word for the people who are convinced that their spouse is never going to change their mind. Your spouse has changed their mind before and they can do it again. If they hadn’t changed their mind, you would not be in this situation in the first place, right?

All these things have helped me to transform painful feelings into becoming a stronger and better person. The “funny” thing is that as you work on improving yourself, you are making yourself more attractive–including to your spouse! It is very important that you make these changes not to win your spouse back but rather for yourself. Otherwise, you will eventually revert back to your old ways.

The Hard Truth

After four years, I came to the conclusion that all my efforts did not save my marriage. Hard as it was, I never felt that my efforts had been in vain because I had learned so many valuable lessons through all of it. I felt at peace, that I had given my marriage the best shot I could, and I had no regrets. Things were falling into place for me and I was moving on.

But then…

Then out of the blue on the day before Mother’s Day, I received a text message from my husband, asking me if I would still be open to reconciliation…

As I write these words, my husband and I have reconciled as of May of 2015. Day-by-day our marriage is becoming better. Even if I had not succeeded (a mere 6 months ago it appeared I hadn’t), I wouldn’t have wanted to give up any of the lessons learned. Painful as it was, it was truly worth it.

23 thoughts on “How to Stand For Your Marriage When Your Spouse is Gone

  • December 3, 2015 at 9:50 pm

    I really love this article and I started to cry at the end when you said he called to reconcile. That’s the dream! Thank you for sharing this.

    • April 5, 2018 at 10:24 pm

      Woow so there is hope. Thank you for sharing

  • December 3, 2015 at 10:22 pm

    I just came across this and almost deleted it. My husband of 32 years left in April. At first it was someone else, then it was for the reason that there are just things that he can’t live with–wouldn’t tell me because he said they would never change. After saying he would try counseling, then changing his mind, he filed for divorce in early May. I’m still reeling. This came out of left field, and I am feeling hurt, discouraged, rejected, and worthless. I still want to try to work this out. We were so happy, or so I thought, up until he left. I had no idea!!! This gives me hope. Thank you.

  • December 3, 2015 at 11:21 pm

    My husband left me and my children 3 months ago and moved in with another woman and her child. I had pushed him away for a while as I had issues but I never wanted my marriage to end. He is so happy in his new life but I still want him back. He says this isn’t true.

    • December 4, 2015 at 12:18 am

      He thinks it’s not true that you want him back?

    • December 4, 2015 at 3:20 am

      Kay, I also share a very similar story, because of alcohol abuse I have pushed my wife and four year old away. My wife moved in with a girl friend,shortly there after she lost weight, bought all new clothes,changed her attitude towards me and is going out frequently to bars with “friends” I have never asked or invaded her privacy as to what the extent her new life has gone !! My life has been completely turned upside down ! For the last four months I have been in AA clean and sober, been going to a psychologist to help get my head on straight . Ten days ago my wife decided to stay the night (separate beds) she has not left yet ! I believe she is testing me by trying to push my buttons to see if I will collapse and resort back to my old self. The article above has so much merit, my psychologist had introduced me to almost the same material. IT WORKS, I feel that I have grown, learned and transformed to the man that I should have been all these years !!! If my wife does not want to rekindle our marriage, I have to accept it ! I can not change anybody but myself. I AM a better person and am doing this for myself not her or anyone else !! The good thing is everyone I come into contact with is reaping the benefits as well ! Stay focused on what you believe in, don’t let people poison your thought, stay positive and your will project positivity and positivity is very attractive to everyone !! Your husband will see what he is missing and want to be apart of your life again, at least that is what I am hoping for with me. Stand strong for yourself and be patient, these problems did not happen overnight so they will not be fixed overnight !! Last but not least – put your trust and faith in your higher power, you Can not go wrong, one way or another your prayers will be answered ! Faith,patience,focus,positivity, learn to take what he dishes out with out causing a problem, don’t let him abuse you, just take things a little on the light side in life and for gods sake SMILE it goes a long way in like !!! Hope this helps, so far it is working for me. Thank you Eric

      • December 4, 2015 at 5:04 am

        My wife, although still living here, has been checked out for years. Suffering chronic depression and unwilling to get help, she simply stays to herself. I try to do what I can, but she simply isn’t interested in anything other than minimal interaction. This has been well over 5yr. Not sure what to do anymore. Do I really want to waste the rest of my life in a marriage where I see no hope for change? BTW, we did go through Joe’s class years ago.

      • December 4, 2015 at 3:29 pm

        You really got it, Eric! Good for you!! Keep up the great work!

  • December 17, 2015 at 6:48 pm

    This article has given me so much hope for not only my marriage, but my life. My husband and I were separated 2 years ago for about 2 months, he did come back home but we never really fixed anything and just ended up in our old ways of not communicating right or not talking about things. This year we celebrated our 8th wedding anniversary and this October we separated again. He finally confessed to me that the last time we were separated he had an affair, but felt so guilty he came back home. Me and my husband have now been separated for a little over 2 months. He did file for divorce two days before Thanksgiving. It just broke my heart. He did tell me while handing me the papers that things can change you never know. So that kind of gave me hope. All i have been consumed with is him and our marriage. I was not letting go and letting God, i have been trying to control this situation the whole time and i believe it has pushed him further away. I have been begging him to work out our marriage and it seemed like 2 week ago he may of been thinking about it but now he said we are not meant to be and got married way to young and we did not know what we were doing and that we were just forcing it to work, love should not have to be forced and not be that hard. I have either been begging him or attacking him since we have been separated because i am riding on my emotions. Today i have decided to stop all contact with him as much as possible and truly let it go to God and try to write all my emotion and anger on paper instead of attacking him. When reading the last part of the article i just started crying. I hope it works out for my marriage but if not i need to still do this to work on my self being a better person and healing.

    • September 14, 2016 at 11:00 am

      My situation is quite similar to yours. I pray it works out for you and me both. This is a very troubling time. When my husband and I argued I found that often times he was carrying the argument and I was just along for the ride. But I think I recognized that fact far too late. In the end, I’m the one who is hurt and lost out.
      Again, I pray things change. As my MIL says, God has the power to change a King’s heart.

  • January 1, 2017 at 11:14 am

    Thank you so much for your encouraging article Petra. I am just curious, were you separated during the time that you stood for your marriage? My husband and I are separated (for the last 4 months) and he seems to consider separation is as good as divorced, so has started seeing someone else, and I doubt he sees it as an affair. I have been referring to this website for encouragement, as well as Mort Fertel (do a google search) as he has some fabulous ideas for developing positive relationship habits to change the momentum of a marriage in crisis. I have definitely seen a change in the way my husband relates to me: he is not as emotionally detached as he has been. I don’t know how you did this for 4 years, hardest thing ever! Very happy for you though!

  • February 13, 2017 at 9:07 pm

    Thank you for sharing your story. Were you and your husband legally divorced in your four year separation? Did you two attend the Marriage Helper seminar? If so, was it before you reconciled or after?

  • March 15, 2017 at 3:58 pm

    My husband has already filed for divorce. You waited 4 years…..was there a divorce then the reconciliation?

  • May 1, 2017 at 2:18 am

    I enjoyed reading you article. I too and standing for my marriage. I have researched all the scriptures about divorce in the Bible. I’m standing on the word of God. First, I took a look at myself and asked God what is there in me and my part for the marriage to be in this state? I’m seeking a closer relationship with God to give me the peace that I need. Even though my husband is planing and scheming to leave me for another woman. I continue to love God and love him, and God has given me the peace that has surpassed all understanding. I even pray for the Other person. Romans 12:21 God is in control of my situation and I have nothing to worry about, because God is fighting for me and my marriage. God Bless

  • April 5, 2018 at 11:24 pm

    My husband left 6 months ago after being married for 32 years. He has blocked me n has not called. I’ve been emailing n texting him but he hasn’t responded to a single email. I feel like I’ve lost everything I’m lonely. My circle is small. I’ve done so much during our marriage. I’ve paid for 5 years vacations. N now I have no funds I thaought I was doing everything a wife would do cause he would always say same pocket now it not. I was left with all bills to pay. I’ve even thought I wasn’t going to make it this far. Oh how it hurts even after 6 months. I miss him like hell. I want him to come back home but he’s still gone I’ve suffered n suffered it has affected my physical appearance I lost 48 pounds bearly sleeping or eating. I tried to have hope for reconciliation restoration as I pray every night. I just can’t to seem to let go I’m obsessing on him. Why why why

    • April 10, 2018 at 6:35 pm

      Hi, please call us at 615-472-1161 so we can tell you about our resources and how we can help!

  • August 1, 2018 at 12:56 am

    I am so lost. My wife moved out along with our 14-year-old daughter and 16-year-old son. She has an order against me to stay away from her and the children. I have only spoken to my wife maybe once or twice about the children. I am allowed to speak to my children once a week and my daughter is the only one that will speak to me. My son told me off last November and said he does not want me in his life 🙁
    My wife left me for her boyfriend. The boyfriend she has been in touch with 1 year prior to her moving out and filing for the divorce. She also brings her boyfriend to any of the courts proceeding and it is heartbreaking. How am I to hold on to the idea of a possible reconciliation with all this going against me. I am so alone missing my family and talking with my children it is so heartbreaking and very depressing. If anyone has any suggestion on how to stand and how to work on possibly reconciling?

    • August 27, 2018 at 7:37 pm

      Hi, Michael. Give us a call at 866-903-0990 so we can help!

  • December 18, 2018 at 3:43 am

    I was working nights and did notice slight changes. She blamed meds she was on and i gave her the benefit. One night i came home and shr was gone. Long story short now she’s on meth suffering from meth psychosis. Lifes with and in a “relationship” with the man that got her hooked to mess up her mind and get her to leave me and the kids. We had to relocate go into hiding for now as it was to much to deal with. I’ve been trying to change and heal myself and the kids ages 12 and 16. I wish she were the person she used to be. I do all the things i found i wasn’t supposed to with her. Now i’m just confused as to where to go from here? Any advise is greatly appreciated.

  • January 13, 2019 at 11:04 pm

    My husband recently declared that he was done with everything and wants to start making decisions that he wants and doesn’t care about the rest of us. He apparently hasn’t been happy for a long time and has fooled me, our kids and family. He says that if he stays our marriage will be financial and for appearances only and not one of intimacy or companionship. My heart is broken in so many ways. I have fought for our marriage before and will continue to do so because our marriage is worth it. Our one child won’t even look at my husband. I know that I am to blame for part of the disconnect as I ignored or attributed all the signs to him being busy at work, my health issues and just plain of stress. While he hasn’t actually left yes, I feel like there is a time bomb ticking away and I am freaking out.

    • January 18, 2019 at 7:54 pm

      Thank you for reaching out to us. I am so sorry you are going through this. I am glad that you have found Marriage Helper as we do work with many couples who are in similar situations as yours.

      I know you are in an extremely hard place of wanting to save your marriage but feeling like you are doing that alone. My advice to people is always to turn your focus to what you CAN control. That basically means to put all of your focus on you since that is what you can control. One of the things we talk a lot about here is working on your PIES. That means focusing on yourself Physically, Intellectually, Emotionally, and Spiritually. By finding something that you can do to improve yourself in each of those areas it makes you the best version of yourself as possible. Those are also all areas of attraction.

      What we see happen often is that the spouse wanting out of the marriage eventually takes notice of all the changes the standing spouse is making and all the time they are investing in them self. Of course, we hope that your marriage is able to be saved but no matter what the outcome of your marriage is you still need to be healthy.

      We have many resources here at Marriage Helper which you can find at: or:

      We also have a three day workshop that has an amazing success rate of helping marriages be saved. I know that getting your husband to agree to come probably feels hopeless right now, but I have seen it happen many times. Some times people will use attending the workshop as a bargaining chip before agreeing to or finalizing a divorce. We also offer coaching calls where you would purchase a number of 45 minute phone calls with one of our Marriage Helper trained and certified coaches. The coaching calls can be used individually or as a couple. If you want more information on the Workshop or coaching calls just let me know.

      Please don’t hesitate to reach out if there is anything I can try to help you with. All of us here at Marriage Helper want to continue to offer you hope.

  • April 11, 2019 at 9:06 pm

    My wife and I have been separated since November 2nd, 2018. We’ve been married 21 years this past March 28th.
    She left me and our two twelve year old boys and her belongings. She quit her job and moved 70 miles away, living with another man I discovered they had been having an internet affair since at least December 2017, and she had seen other men as well.
    She said she loves him, his family is her family and she wants a divorce. She said she hasn’t loved me in ten years. She has had little contact with her kids, only 5 times since she left, the longest for two hours.
    She hasn’t filed for divorce yet. She blames everything on me, which while I admit my faults is not true. She lied about the affair for 3 months, finally coming clean in February when she asked for the divorce. I am at a loss; my boys and I are devastated.

  • May 6, 2019 at 1:30 pm

    Recently I suffered pain and withdrawals from prescription drugs. The side effects caused me severe anxiety/depression/suicidal thoughts. At my darkest moment I broke down to my wife telling her how I was struggling and couldn’t take it, sorry I had kept everything from her, and just needed her help. At that same instance she tells me shes not sure if she loves me anymore or if she could ever again. She says she’s just brushed our issues under the rug for years, and with my recent mental state she broke and lost hope and love for me. I nearly took my own life the following night, however my children and a friend wouldn’t let me. I struggled with the concept of losing her love for quite a while. We saw a counsellor and then decided to separate. Since then, I’ve done everything in my power to get better for me, and try to save the marriage but it doesn’t feel like she feels the same (although I think we are making progress). I had found this not long after we separated and I felt so happy that there may be hope for us yet. I read this once a day to reassure myself that I’m on the right track, that my wife CAN change her mind, and that only I am responsible for me and my well being. This article is once of the best tools I have right now, and I am truly grateful for it! Thanks so much for sharing.
    PS – marriage isn’t easy… don’t ever take it for granted… open and honest COMMUNICATION is the foundation for a strong marriage. Communication can be difficult, but the alternative is much worse.


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